I want to start the new direction I’m taking this blog, but being honest with you all.
If you’ve been following my journey for a while now, you’ll know I’m an open person. I’m much happier to say things as they are, as I want you to know what’s going on in my life. This is why I started ‘The story of John Sennett’ in the first place. I want this space to be an honest representation of my life; the highs and the lows.
By people’s reaction, the recent change was a shock. I didn’t anticipate sitting down one afternoon to message all the charities I was going to support this year, and tell them that my plans are no longer being followed through with.
Please understand, it wasn’t an easy decision. If I had hair, I would have pulled it out. It was a stressful decision. To be honest, since starting my fundraising year, I’ve been stressed quite a bit. Loads actually.
I knew this year would bring a lot of long days, meetings all over the place and constant days where I’d be pitching to brands for their support. I was more than happy to live this life until I was actually living it.
I was bored of it! I was fed up! Sending emails day after day, spending hours on end in meetings every week; it took it’s toll. I started to see/feel my identity slip away. I was smiling and joking at meetings, but deep down, I knew it wasn’t working.
I struggled to accept this. I didn’t want to accept how I felt. But, how can I make an impact if my heart isn’t in it? The longer my year went on, the more I hated it! I never say the word HATE!
Meeting up with friends, spending time with my girlfriend and family, and the main topic of conversation was ME! I began to become arrogant. I was only ever talking about my challenges. Who wants to be this sort of person?! Because I don’t! I REALLY DON’T!
I want to be someone who loves life. I want to explore. I want to be able to rest when I want without the worry that I’m not going to hit a fundraising target or I haven’t posted on social media for a few hours.
This is meant to be MY STORY. Not the story of someone I’m forcing myself to be. That isn’t fair on you. It’s definitely not fair on me. I don’t want to create content that isn’t me. I don’t want to limit the number of tweets or Instagram posts I upload a day because I’m thinking too much about branding or worried I’m taking my content away from receiving potential donations.
I JUST WANT TO BE ME!!
Yes, I know I’m known for the hours I’ve given to the community, but there’s so much more to me.
Did you know I like Musicals? Are you aware I was born on Valentine’s Day?
I want to create content where you can experience what I experience. I want to write reviews about places I visit, food I try and my thoughts about the world.
I want to share my likes and dislikes. I want to talk about my lack of hair. I want to talk about body confidence, day trips, and my lifestyle.
The story of John Sennett is my online space. It’s a space where I get to bring my offline life into the online world for all to see and read. I want to look back at my content and remember what I’ve done and where I’ve been.
I want ‘The story of John Sennett’ to be an online journal. Whether I’m posting daily, every few days or once a week, I want you to get to know me.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHO JOHN SENNETT IS!!
5 1/2 years I’ve dedicated my free time to charitable work. It’s now time to focus on me.
This is a massive life change, but a life change that’s needed. It may not make sense to everyone at this present moment; it doesn’t make sense to me either, but I know this is the right move.
It’ll take time adjusting to my new content, as I need to understand where I’m going with it all, but I’m excited for it. I’m excited to just live my life.
To everyone who has supported my journey to date, and to all of you reading this blog post, thank you. Thank you for sticking with me whilst I go through this change.
The next blog post will be LIVE on Monday,where I’ll be sharing 10 things you should know about me.